The me that is inside.

On Dragon*Con and other non-important things...

2008-04-15T11:46:52Z

So the list is really filling out for Dragon*Con, and a lot earlier too! I was surprised that a Torchwood member was announced, and after I finished squeeing in my head, I began to hope that the rest would show.

So I really don't think I am going to lose the weight I need to lose to make my costumes look right this year. I have hope, but it seems like a lost cause. I mean a skinny, busty woman (Bleach) is one thing, but a really skinny male (L from Death Note) might be a bit hard. Oh, well all I can do it try I guess. I am still as excited as before, but it seems to have lost

its gloss for right now. Due to several things, one being that I need a life...lol.

I tried for another fic, I got about a page worth, I gave up. I just can't seem to write anything I am happy with. It was so easy for me to write when I was young, now its like pulling teeth. I have so many plot bunnies, really good ones....but they all seem to sound wrong when I write them. So I guess I will keep reading, hell I have been reading fic for years, why try writing now huh? So off I go, and lets hope all the Torchwood cast show, or at least more Buffy people.

I changed the look of my LJ, now shut up Scon.

2007-08-05T15:46:20Z

Just for you Scion, I hate it BTW. Just kidding, I like it just fine.

Going to Dragon*Con, anyone else?

2007-07-16T02:47:11Z

So I have our tickets for D*C, and I really am hoping all goes well for me for the next month so I can enjoy my first time there. But now I am wondering, is anyone else out there going? James and Juliette are both confirmed, and I was so hoping to meet other fans, as the fan base here is lacking in a huge way......

I am so excited, this my first D*C and only my second convention. I have been checking the site every day for updates like a big spaz. Everything I have read about other peoples experiences makes me just more hyper. It sounds like its a trip and a half, and the people who go every year seem so friendly. I guess I just want to connect with other fans, and discuss the shows, get others input. I only have two people here to do that with, and well, we kinda know what WE think by now *g*.

My cats lfe is more exciting than mine

2007-04-20T23:40:39Z

Just some random life things below, feel free to ignore.

So, still trying to come up with money for the hotel room for the girl trip. Stupid Booster Bash people, if the losers would refund the money they frauded me out of this would never have been a problem. I want to make this "make-up" trip good for them but its damn hard. I live for my fanfic time, lol.

I guess that between work and home, my life is a tad bit, well, borning. I have decided to attend more conventions though, I found some really aforable ones close to home. I am excited about that.

Second time posting this, I hope it works

2007-04-11T03:45:46Z

Ok, I am just here to squee over some fic so feel free to ignore this if ya want to..lol

I found a wonderful Blood Ties/Buffy crossover by brat42 called Till the End of Time, I wish I could link but I soo suck at this, but I am learning. Also halloweenxbones has four chapters up of her MCR band fic, I Caught Fire, she is a new writer but VERY talented.

I wish I could toss out the rest I am reading, but I don't want to make anyone mad (tee hee, pimpin' without permission). If I comment you, then you are the ones I am talking about. I hope that as it is I don't make these two upset. Thats all for now, back to reading....

I really need to write in this more.....

2007-04-09T22:23:43Z

Wow, it has been some time, I really need to write more often. I just get so caught up in all the yummy fic's and then BAM it's 2 in the morning and I forget to write. I have been reading some simply yummy fic's in a couple of fandoms, and if I left a comment to you (which I always do) you all know how wonderful your work is.halloweenxbonesjust posted a fantastic Gerard/Frank one-shot, I don't read band fic alot (as she well knows) but its a yummy bit of slashtastic porn. I wish I could pimp her in the right way, her being new to fic and all, because she really is a good writer.

I haven't been on the site in a day or so, so now I have to play catch up with all the fic's I am reading.

On a different note, I really want to write fic...but I am a BIG chicken. I have so many plot bunnies, and I CAN write, I have just never done fan fic. I have been told (thank you Kremit and Woodgie-Woo) that I should just get out there and do it, that I might be better at it than I think. People have heard my ideas and let me know they are good ones, but I am a big baby when it comes to new areas like that. I guess that it is just one of those things.

On the book front, Jacob and I have lots of new ideas, and some deaths have been planed. We talked last week at leangth about the fact that someone needed to die, it was a hard decision, we love all of the characters so much.

That's all for now, I will be writing more in time, sooner this time though...lol

Sad about Flanvention

2006-11-29T17:49:52Z

Ok, so we all got the news that Flan might be canceled, and that saddens me to no end. Those poor people, they are soooo upset(with good reason)!!! I was not going to Flan, but now I am scared about our tickets to Booster Bash II. I really can't lose that money, and I can't cancel, I am so worried. I hope the Booster Event people pull this outta their ass (no other way to say that folks), cause it will be the end for them if they can't. Damn-it, I hate this happened, those people really spent a lot of hard earned money to go to this convention, to see it all go to hell is sickening.

Another Monday, another Ryans lunch

2006-09-18T20:58:01Z

So today I went to lunch with my lil' bro Jacob, to work on our book. We got tons done! It surprises me how much we seem to get done at Ryan's (its a steak-house/buffet). I blame the great sweet tea, he says food makes him get more ideas,lol!! I think we now have enough to go forward into the first chapter, maybe 2 if I can stretch some of the scenes. I am really excited, we have so many great ideas and characters. I think we might just have something that will sell. Here's to hoping so!!!!!

Could I get more boring?

2006-09-17T16:56:10Z

So, I have been reading fanfic, and found out one of my faves is nominated at Spuffy Awards. I voted, and I hope she wins. I have also been bouncing back and forth to Booster Entertainment, hoping for some more news or guest anouncments, but none so far. I really can't wait till June, I am sooo excited to be going to Booster Bash II, and who could blame me? I mean Alexis Denisof? Juliett Landau? Come on, with those first 2 guests I was hooked!!!!!

Not too much today

2006-09-12T18:09:13Z

Today was a very slow day at work, I really need the money though to go to the Booster Bash II. I am spending my time now on here reading some of the best fanfic, thats realy the only reason I got this account. Ok that sounds sorta stalkerish, but I promise its not. I just want to review...lol. I would love to ad all the authors I am reading as friends so I can get my "fix" as needed, but I have only added one. I might add more later, but I really don't know if I should ask first or not. I only added the one I have because I can't get enough of her writing. She is really a wonderful writer!!!!

My first

2006-09-11T21:59:36Z

Well, this my first post. I am going to see how well I can keep this up, I have a feeling I will not be posting as much as I should. I tend to post rather odd musings, and random thoughts on things that really mean nothing. But thats just me. Anyway, I hope someone finds me amusing, or I make someone smile when their day has been nothing but bad. Thats really all I care about,

Lurve and warm wishes.....